Long Drugs Poems
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poetry about drug use and addiction (alcohol, medication and recreational drugs)
Long poems (300 words or more), most recently posted poems first.
self medicating
I'm one Valium down
got a joint saved for later
Spent forty minutes
watching porn
trying to make myself cum
so wet
so empty
so disconnected
flicking through videos
trying to find someone
to watch that's not faking it
cause I know what it looks like
to see a woman enjoying herself
and the only thing I'm enjoying
is the slick heat between my legs
though it's not getting me anywhere yet
I'm two Valium down
got a joint for later
passing out to sex songs
in my Spotify playlist...
got a joint saved for later
Spent forty minutes
watching porn
trying to make myself cum
so wet
so empty
so disconnected
flicking through videos
trying to find someone
to watch that's not faking it
cause I know what it looks like
to see a woman enjoying herself
and the only thing I'm enjoying
is the slick heat between my legs
though it's not getting me anywhere yet
I'm two Valium down
got a joint for later
passing out to sex songs
in my Spotify playlist...
#addiction
#drugs
#MentalHealth #sex
#MentalHealth #sex
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letter to myself
Let's be honest
I'm really fucking proud of you
I know we've been walking
that edge lately
between coming and going
between setting life on fire
and trying to smother the sparks
that are already in motion
We're constantly surrounded
by stoners and alcoholics
and the occasional meth addict
but you never let it
get inside your head
you never slip
you smile
play nice
lock your housemate's patio door
at night when he passes out
with the screen wide open
We could get stoned...
I'm really fucking proud of you
I know we've been walking
that edge lately
between coming and going
between setting life on fire
and trying to smother the sparks
that are already in motion
We're constantly surrounded
by stoners and alcoholics
and the occasional meth addict
but you never let it
get inside your head
you never slip
you smile
play nice
lock your housemate's patio door
at night when he passes out
with the screen wide open
We could get stoned...
#addiction
#grief
#MentalHealth
310 reads
10 Comments
blink
It's been a few years
since I got stoned for fun
Tonight I'm in the mood
to let go
so I ask for a joint
and you give me that sad look
that says you're a bad influence
but you'll roll me a joint anyway
cause you can never say no to me
And you're talking that technical dope language
that I don't understand
cause I can't grow a bunch of parsley
let alone something I can smoke
and I'm too stoned for a science
more complicated than star gazing
BLINK
SWITCH
We're making iced...
since I got stoned for fun
Tonight I'm in the mood
to let go
so I ask for a joint
and you give me that sad look
that says you're a bad influence
but you'll roll me a joint anyway
cause you can never say no to me
And you're talking that technical dope language
that I don't understand
cause I can't grow a bunch of parsley
let alone something I can smoke
and I'm too stoned for a science
more complicated than star gazing
BLINK
SWITCH
We're making iced...
#drugs
#lover
#marijuana
318 reads
4 Comments
the fight (my story)
#addiction
#alcohol
#depression
#drugs
#MentalHealth
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2 Comments
MELTING..The Party..4/5
It's now around 11 at night
I'm lost in this four hour shuffle
We arrived back at the party sight
Unable to piece together my puzzle
My mind is revving at full speed
So many people here to celebrate
Time crawling like a centipede
But still no chance to recalibrate
I found Andrea my go to party girl
Amongst the sea of the drunken crowd
She saw my worlds were in a whirl ...
I'm lost in this four hour shuffle
We arrived back at the party sight
Unable to piece together my puzzle
My mind is revving at full speed
So many people here to celebrate
Time crawling like a centipede
But still no chance to recalibrate
I found Andrea my go to party girl
Amongst the sea of the drunken crowd
She saw my worlds were in a whirl ...
#emotions
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MELTING..The Carnival..3/5
Two hours have passed if im not mistaken
Since this trip of a lifetime started
Hallucinations have completely overtaken
And my common sense has departed
The bright lights of the carnival
Are streaking through my head
Reflections of the smallest particles
Refract through this maze I unthread
Looking for a girl to party with
As I try to keep my composure
This story is real its not a myth
Escaping from this enclosure
The lights flashing everywhere
And the people...
Since this trip of a lifetime started
Hallucinations have completely overtaken
And my common sense has departed
The bright lights of the carnival
Are streaking through my head
Reflections of the smallest particles
Refract through this maze I unthread
Looking for a girl to party with
As I try to keep my composure
This story is real its not a myth
Escaping from this enclosure
The lights flashing everywhere
And the people...
#emotions
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MELTING..Checkpoint..2/5
We decided to kill some time
Before the real party started
After shivers ran down my spine
We got in his car and departed
Even though we werent going far
I'm glad he volunteered to drive
Seeing so many shooting stars
We both were feeling super alive
Now up ahead in the near distance
We saw all these flashing lights
Its the cops was my paranoid insistence
And there's no way in hell I can act right...
Before the real party started
After shivers ran down my spine
We got in his car and departed
Even though we werent going far
I'm glad he volunteered to drive
Seeing so many shooting stars
We both were feeling super alive
Now up ahead in the near distance
We saw all these flashing lights
Its the cops was my paranoid insistence
And there's no way in hell I can act right...
#happiness
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MELTING..Pandoras Box..1/5
Beginning this new adventure
Waiting for time to stand still
Created by my minds inventor
Hoping tonight will be a thrill
I arrived early at the party place
With my best friend of mine
Pyramid stamps we now taste
This night all happens by design
No one else is at my birthday yet
So we sit and wait to see and feel
Still not seeing any silohettes
Wondering if these are even real
Thirty minutes now pass us by
And we still feel exactly the...
Waiting for time to stand still
Created by my minds inventor
Hoping tonight will be a thrill
I arrived early at the party place
With my best friend of mine
Pyramid stamps we now taste
This night all happens by design
No one else is at my birthday yet
So we sit and wait to see and feel
Still not seeing any silohettes
Wondering if these are even real
Thirty minutes now pass us by
And we still feel exactly the...
#happiness
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Accursed Poppy
Jumping from my skin
Hair-raising flashes and waves
Like winter breezes
Haunted yawns howling
Visionary eyes tearing
Decrepit visage
Memories of sun
Fading obliviously
Looking outward dark
Nervously stretching
Tensley vasoconstricted
Muscle and tendon
Knee jerk reaction
Kicking and thrashing non-stop
Craving for more dope
Obsessing over
Symptoms...
Hair-raising flashes and waves
Like winter breezes
Haunted yawns howling
Visionary eyes tearing
Decrepit visage
Memories of sun
Fading obliviously
Looking outward dark
Nervously stretching
Tensley vasoconstricted
Muscle and tendon
Knee jerk reaction
Kicking and thrashing non-stop
Craving for more dope
Obsessing over
Symptoms...
#addiction
#drugs
#haiku
#healing
#heroin
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(37) Under The Influence IX.IX.MMXIX 6:05am
I’m so damn high, I’ve reached my dreams;
Come to find out I became another dope fiend.
I’m unconscious on this hospital bed feeling useless.
Pupils spiralled out ‘cause I’m really fucking reckless.
I’m lost in the stars, flying freely.
I consider myself a full time junkie.
The road I chose has infinite miles to walk;
LAPD harassing me, always trying to have a “talk”.
Life or death, enemy’s lurk before they stalk.
Fucking rookie attempted to lay my body in chalk.
My past has some crazy ass storylines;
They usually start like,...
Come to find out I became another dope fiend.
I’m unconscious on this hospital bed feeling useless.
Pupils spiralled out ‘cause I’m really fucking reckless.
I’m lost in the stars, flying freely.
I consider myself a full time junkie.
The road I chose has infinite miles to walk;
LAPD harassing me, always trying to have a “talk”.
Life or death, enemy’s lurk before they stalk.
Fucking rookie attempted to lay my body in chalk.
My past has some crazy ass storylines;
They usually start like,...
#drugs
#addiction
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1 Comment
(36) Neverending Euphoria 03.14.2019 @ 4:02pm)
Inhaling narcotics off the sack.
Hauling ass, scoring xanax.
Anything to escape suicidal tendencies.
I’m an alcoholic with drug dependencies.
Stormy nights, windy days.
Igniting my “last cigarette” today.
It felt like nine eleven when I relapsed.
My lungs have already collapsed.
I’ve been released back to the streets.
On my own recognizance, writing to beats.
My debts led me towards consequences.
Felonies after felonies, serious offenses.
Thousands of miles until I get back home.
Meanwhile I’m taking this blunt...
Hauling ass, scoring xanax.
Anything to escape suicidal tendencies.
I’m an alcoholic with drug dependencies.
Stormy nights, windy days.
Igniting my “last cigarette” today.
It felt like nine eleven when I relapsed.
My lungs have already collapsed.
I’ve been released back to the streets.
On my own recognizance, writing to beats.
My debts led me towards consequences.
Felonies after felonies, serious offenses.
Thousands of miles until I get back home.
Meanwhile I’m taking this blunt...
#drugs
#addiction
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Down the cocaine rabbit hole of love
You’re my everything yet here again I go..
Pushing you further and further away the deeper I go down this rabbit hole.
I love you deeply oh how much I love you so
Yet my drug addiction keeps hendering me how long will it be before you go
Each time I hit a bump the more I see you fall into a slump
I see it in your eyes because the eyes Chico the eyes they never lie
Am I wanting to live or am I wanting to die
Or am I trying to numb everything I try to hide just to feel some type of high
My love for you is overloaded me with joy no love I’ve never felt...
Pushing you further and further away the deeper I go down this rabbit hole.
I love you deeply oh how much I love you so
Yet my drug addiction keeps hendering me how long will it be before you go
Each time I hit a bump the more I see you fall into a slump
I see it in your eyes because the eyes Chico the eyes they never lie
Am I wanting to live or am I wanting to die
Or am I trying to numb everything I try to hide just to feel some type of high
My love for you is overloaded me with joy no love I’ve never felt...
#drugs
#addiction
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6 Comments
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