My drugs of choice The Times we shared Seemed to be the best You never let me down Always gave me s sense of. belonging When it lasted all those times It was an adventurous fun ride I think it's time that we part ways Time for me to walk away and to Never look back good bye my old I have plans to Never come back.
Amphetamine Crack Benzos Hallucinogens Heroine Oxy Booze Even smoking spice I over did it wanted to escape reality and go on a trip of a lifetime. Wanted to feel free and feel the euphoric feelings. But did too much wasting my brain and the trip that was needed so badly became an unwanted hell..
Piss and cigarette mingle to make a stench putrid addictive like smokes themselves that first draw draws a hacking cough from deep inside fish hook sharp the scent of the bar smells of home of stumble-walk mumble-slur wordmashin talks worlds better filtered through amber ambrosia it makes sense when cents are spent and senses bent
anaesthesia dark followed by that sharp prick
numb shot from a bottle in dry heave gulps burps taste like unicorn shit magic swallowed time slowed...
A pill to make you not care a pill to numb your brain,a pill to make me fake a smile a pill to make me not panic a pill to make me not bounce of the walls Each one of my little friends Have a name. Lamictal, Lexapro Librium Adderall I am a shit show of disorders. There is no control. Everything is out of order. My emotions control me So many pills designed to screw with my brain. So many pills to take simply because I am insane.