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Never Changing

There is something deep, something I need to explain. Something that I can never explain to my family, to the ones that I love and care about. It seems to me that I want to end everything. That I just want to run away from reality. Complicated to comprehend at first, hard to live through. Something that I can never change. I cut my wrists to make my pain and stress away. I do it to make me feel better. Lonley, cold, I walk down the hallways in my school and get called a freak, emo, a loser. Those words don't seem to look like they hurt me on the outside. But in the inside it feels like I have been stabbed over and over again. I go home, get yelled at, get slapped in the face, or end up grounded. I cry myself to sleep, while thinking, why am I living if I'm not wanted here? Why am I always lost, Is there anyone who really cares? And now here I sit wondering will I ever change? Or is there any answers to my questions and if there is, who will answer them and when will I get them?

Written by Eileen C. (brokenXxheratedxX)

Published 30th June 2010 3:36pm Last modified 1st July 2010 3:40pm Read all poems by Eileen C.
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