Into The Flesh

Somehow....

I closed my eyes...and fell
from the lap of grace...
into the land of flesh
where pain and pleasure mesh
as I get blessed....
in my skin .....
and sweat out my sins
One
at
a
time
As I bow to the belly of the beast
praying for absolution at his feet
like a parishioner to a priest
I take in every inch of sin
and feast....my soul is starving
and I ...need meat...
So I swallow him whole.
Eyes closed
soul exposed
and he welcomes me ...
like a sheep...lost from the fold
Plunging Deep
as I strive to keep
handfuls and mouthfuls of treats
connected to me...
Lips, arms,legs, and feet
consuming all till the flesh
is what I breathe...
Fire and flame continuously
flicking and licking me...
stirring me into a frenzy
of heat-streaked moans and cries
that absorb all the pain...
and all the lies
and melts away the core of my disdain
like honey sliding down my thighs
As I tumble in this physical abyss
of Guilty Pleasure...
because I can no longer measure
the space between my brokenness
and resilience
considering that it was a short leap
between faith to keep,and the hot seat

So I have allowed my flesh to reap...
the pain so many others have sown
as I now seek pleasures essence
Nymphomaniac ...full blown

As lust filled hands find there mark
pulling and twisting,and lighting sparks
that send currants of fire that threaten
to incinerate me ....
So I beg for the beast to obliterate me
so that each time I die....
I stay numb inside
As the climax of my angst collides
with my inner wrath
as lips and grinding hips tear and jab
at my soft mutable core
turning me inside out...
until I am just a
pain-filled passion puddle on the floor
as the beast hungrily laps up what is left of me
I exist no more
finally free....
from Love