I only want to close my eyes and let it it all just go- Scream and kick and cry and die this trip's a mental joke.
Holding onto cold chair arms- Like they could ground my soul Feels like if I ease my mind The whole damn thing will blow I don't know...
Do I care, care too much.. Maybe I just don't give a fuck maybe if I did ,I could try and see past the lying eyes. Ghoulish cries, infantile tries say no goodbyes- But I realize...
I am the problem- in your global hovel Now you see, it's on the level and I rue the day I met you all of you... Yes, you too
Ignites, burns, pleases-harasses- my thoughts and my joint's Always end in ashes. And lend rose colored glasses To disturb the masses- fuck it-I'm past this!
And fuck you too Yes, I must swear Cause I know my big words Never hit you square- I could leave the bad words out- Shall I get you the thesaurus while I shout..
Must I scream- to make this clear- It's like a little demented bastard has landed here- And it's all unclear.. But-it's not- and that's the part you never got..
This little world and your little puzzle shove them where both cheeks cuddle. Then drown yourself in your own little puddle.
Seemed to me-I made it clear.. But I'll explain it better for you my dear
It was like the big bang Theory oh shit, you don't follow.. No, it wasn't Darwin- it's not about God though..!
Okay what if I say It's like my poems- Oh yeah-can't-as you don't know them.
How about I describe it in song.. Can't do that either We are a musical bomb.. never agree on who to put on.
There is just no good way to explain me to you- and all you really say is a big old Fuck who?
Fuck you- I can't get tuned in and don't want to. Why do they always seek out my channel amused and bemused and wrapped in my pattern Then pause it.
It's for myself I advocate The lies of fools do not negate The me --you attempt to harness- Too late. I don't wait...for you them, him-we What the fuck are you trying to relate.. Is it all too much for you again.. I refuse your bait.
Yes, Alas! your first tonight- A smart ass will set a dumb ass right It's always been my plight. But not today..not here..not me..
I don't give a shit about this and I am way beyond having the feeling- You think if we sit and some how plan it- You will be blown onto my planet..