I sold myself for some High

Yesterday...
I sold my couch
Got $350
Bought some ice
I broke another lightbulb
Im down to four
Its kind of dark in my house
Finally
I stopped the screaming
Stopped the bugs from crawling
My place stinks
Fridge doesnt work anymore
Food is molding
I think i hear rats...
Soon... Im out...
Bugs are back
Screaming worsens
What the fuck do i do?
I think...
I'll sell my T.V.
But...
The remote is gone
So... i get $50
I guess its enough
For a line or two
Thats how it is
Cheap
Gives me a high though
A small one...
I'v decided
I need black heels
Maybe some pantyhoes
Girl next door parties a lot
I'll sneak in and get some
So i do. Found some hash too
Took that also
Shit is nasty though
So i sold it
Guess that ounce was good!!
$150 in my pocket
But...
Im hungry
Oh well
Pull up my "new" stockings
Slide my heels on
I walk...
To my new destination
There're other, pretty girls here
Under the overpass
I wait... 2 hours
A jeep pulls up
Ask me how much...
$50
He says bullshit.
I say $25 for 30 minutes
"As long as you suck my nuts"
He says...
I get in
He gets it out
  Time passes
I get my money
Then go home
I repeat this new job
The next few monthes
Feeling Dirty
But loving my high
My beautiful shabu
Making love to my insides
My brain... My veins
I do anything
For my high....


By: Bethany