confessions of a whore

thank you kindly OS..

love Crim

Precious Crim......this is breathtaking.......you've been thru all this.......now here you are sharing your life....beauty and always graceful words with us......how blessed we truly are you came here and found us.....you are the true meaning of hope in life.......luv ya precious soul.......purple luv & hugs xo :)

thank you beautiful Flower it was a year in my very young life it seems so long ago easier to share now.. I am the one blessed.. I deeply appreciate you..

love Crim

Such a very intense, vulnerable read.
Your words show great strength.
You are such a strong, loving woman. Full of life, passion, and wisdom.
Thank you for sharing your heart and soul...with us.💓

thank you graciously Heart..

love Crim

Isn't it amazing to have a place to put it all out there, knowing you will be heard and still accepted, embraced even!  I have so enjoyed getting  to know you over the last weeks as I read through your poems.  You have lived a hard life, but I'm so glad you are living it and growing and loving!  Thank you for your  bravery with your beautifully honest words.
With much love-Sara

this place is very special indeed.. I look forward to getting to know you better.. thank you graciously..

love Crim

Damn it my ladyloves damn it,
you've exposed your soul for
us.  

I feel your vines of vulnerability  
as a WOMAN, I see them  
searching for the soil of safety,  
love and redemption.. I hear  
them un'masking ..  .. .  

yet that is bravery..and that you  
are  

as there are none at the end of  
the day, are there?

How did your body and soul
feel, once pour'd ?

think I told you before, that I don't
usually [press like buttons] when
it comes to such things.  
Can only share empathy but not
a cheer, as it is close to home



-Howlings

PS. look ov'r my scattering, am  
encountering self as well

thank you lovely Howlings I only wish this part of my life were more beautiful but I was an addict and it wasn't pretty.. I feel a little naked honestly.. I will continue to seek your pouring of soul and heart dear one..

love Crim

Heartbreaking.
The past shouldn't matter though.
Always remember what makes you happy. Nothing else should matter.

Also, just for you know; I've always seen you as a friendly beautiful girl.

thank you DC for the love and compassion..

love Crim

so well documented, spoken from the working girl's pov.
the sexual interludes, which are moments on the job for the whore,
are the vindication of a man's burden, justification
for all the time spent away from sex.

being a man who's spent time with whores,
I focus on that...

John I was too young and an addict to understand anything about love, life or true compassion..  
 
your thoughts are deeply appreciated..  
 
love Crim

Painful, yet so honest!
Thank you for sharing, that takes courage ♥

Love, Duende

thank you lovely Duende..

love Crim

You're a beautiful soul Brenda

Xx

thank you Poet so are you my dear friend..

love Brenda

that's deep crim, use it ad fuel, most people can't make it back from adversity like that, pressure make diamonds...

thank you Dean what a beautiful comment..

love Crim

You have become a beacon of light
in a dark world that many a hopeless
Soul still occupies. Carrying the torch
through the darkness is a divine gift
and spiritual calling; I am honored to
witness the mantle you bear and Love
you share through the hallway of Truth.

But, more important than that. Is that
I love you. <3

Sage one I am deeply honored and humbled by the loving comment you bestowed upon me..

thank you for showing me so much love and compassion..

love Brenda

Your ability to turn darkness into something exquisite is part of what made me love DUP... you drew me in as always 💖

thank you dearest Kitty..

love Crim

I shoved a spike in wherever I could find a vein. Yep. I relate.

thank you Jerry for understanding..

love Brenda

Took a lot of strength to post this....glad you made it out the other side.

I've posted on the same subject before still trying to get the truth of it out there..

still wresting with self past and present..

thank you..

love Crim

My Beautiful Brenda, always so courageous, always so honest despite what you need to release from within your soul. I am always honored to call you my lovely one and you will forever have my respect, admiration and love for all that you are and have been. Take a bow lady...a well deserved bow as we all admire you for so many different reasons.

I love you so much!

xoxoxox Love Taryn

thank you my beautiful one for showing me continued love no matter how ugly my past may be..

I love you :)

xo Brenda

Brenda.. you're the most beautiful soul.. your courage is matched by no one i've known in my life.. and the wisdom you share in your words, are just powerful, and real.. you've never lost your edge, and never will.. because you keep it real always.. love you!!



Dave

thank you Dave for the continued love and support you show me..

love Brenda

thank you Todski.. feeling for you my friend I'm sorry..

love and respect Brenda

Todski you put a smile on my face with your reply that's a great way to see things.. I suppose my earlier reply to you was a bit of guilt see?

love and respect Brenda

such a raw and brave write, exposing your inner beings. I feel for you and your struggle and deep down know that you are strong enough to take you life by the balls and shake loose success :-)

Love and ehugs on their way to you - David :-)

thank you dearest David for the love of all of me even the not so nice..

love Brenda

Damn... This choked me up Crim...
I'm happy though to know you
realize that life wasn't where you still reside...keep fighting my dear, keep fighting!

thank you dearest Poe you have such a kind heart :)

love Crim

Crim, so much of your vulnerability spilled in this, I am at a loss for words or just echo that all has been said.
You are and continue to be an inspiration for many. Thank you for this share!

thank you SG for such an uplifting and kind comment..

love Crim

Honest and unflinching work from a true lady.  It's a mistake to forget the past, and writing about it with such vision and skill might put it in a manageable perspective.:

"no poetry in this
just confessions of a whore
who sought the bliss of the numb "

There is some poetry here of the raw variety, very powerful.  Reading this and I respect you all the more.

thank you Sir Crow for seeing poetry in my darkest days..

love Crim

Some real shit god bless

thank you kindly Eddie :)

love and respect Crim

Strong read... straight from the soul, just letting it all flow out in words naturally as it comes and to me that's the essence of poetry

thanks for sharing and I wish you all the best in life

thank you most dearly for such a wonderful comment..

love Crim