Everyday Suicide

I'm just trying to get high
Everyday suicide
Gotta kill my mind
Before I lose it this rhyme
And if you feel my vibe
It means I'm still alive  
And my will to survive
Is more luck than skill and it's fine
Cause who gives a fuck about me except mine
Welcome to me in my prime
One foot in the grave and the other one flying
Give two shits about the future, this moment is fire
While you bitch about who use ya so ya goin and cryin
Just know the breath that you holding is mine
My eyes are golden so the world's I'm unfolding are glowing
The unknown shall be shown unto those whose own truths are below them
And we are one in the same so how could I ever know sin
We are one.