Welcome back

I'm back from beyond the grave
Or should these words be saved
For someone who cares about the changes I've made

I guess it's the same
Nobody cares
I guess it's the same
No more thoughts and prayers
I guess it's the same
Everyone still points
And stares

At me

When I'm all alone
When feeling lost
When I'm at my worst
What is the cost
To becoming numb
To becoming cold
To feeling alive
Here's to growing old

It's been so long
Since I left myself
Since I said goodbye
to my mental health
Since I ran away
Since I buried my pain
And the feelings I have dealt
Im going  insane