Alone In The Dark

I was alone in the dark  
But couldn't say it  
I wanted to see the light  
But it wasn't there  
Even the moon  
Don't want to shine  
I don't know what to do  
I don't know what to do  
I can't say to you  
What's inside me  
I am jealous of this thing  
This thing that wasn't to be  
 
I trusted you, had faith in you  
But don't know why  
I have these feelings  
I can't say anything  
I want to be blind in everything  
Because it's killing me  
 
What should I do?  
I'd rather be blind  
Than lose you  
 
I am hurt...  
But couldn't say it!