Fucked up for the last time.

I'm the meaning you find reason. There is a reason we met and I give your life meaning. I allowed you to escape all that you hate. I wanted your love and you can't walk away. I don't know why you always try to run. You think of me everyday and I rule you like a Sun. Without me your a lost and tortured soul. Remember when we first met, I do and you said I made you feel whole. I can fulfill your deepest desires. Your just not willing to light me on fire. Yeah I cheat on you and have many lovers. But I'm yours and you love being smothered. You find me when I leave, I will always take you back and that's my promise to thee. So quit fighting the shit, quit acting like a bitch. Come pick me up I'm on the corner of darkness and 5th. Remember that place you dropped me at.  I forgive you baby and I'm a different batch. I want to show you one more time. Just how much I love you and controlling your mind. I know you think your better but haven't we discussed this before. You deny that I'm right and That makes me want to give you more. For its hard to admit and I'm not sorry for the shit. I'm only being real and you tell me that's wrong. Well if you don't know by now then I'm gonna explain it like a song. Grab you up and touch your heart, I will give you no reason to be emotionally apart. For this time I'm gonna marry you and we can be forever. Until I decide to put the pillow over your face and smother. I am the one who you can't divorce. So get the fuck in or I will be forced to use force. Stop that crying your a fucking baby bitch. Your never leaving again, and this is the end. So here I go  gripping your arm. You feel that shit, I'm hearing you trick. One more dose and don't mind the prick. Pushing my seed into your vein. Your eyes roll back and I give you to death to claim. Sorry, no I'm not your just one more loser of my game. I can't be beat, you silly motherfucker. I'm bigger and stronger than what you could ever uncover. I have yet to meet the one who could forever resist. So shut the fuck up you tried and missed. And now your another victim to add to my list. Meth is my name and I'm the master. For I give you strength that's disguised as disaster.