Letter To Myself

Dear Shadies,

                     I know what you been going through, I try to satisfy my soul but lately I've been going down hill, I can relate to what you said on "Surprise" having someone special turn you down in a second, sometimes I feel like I can relate to you.  Sometimes I feel like we're never on the same page mentally.  The hardships of love and trust gets the best of my emotions cause I feel like the odds of me being happy are against me. I've known you for quite sometime now and you don't respond, I've been there since day one for you and you turn your back on me.  Sometimes I love you.  Sometimes I fucking hate you.  Sometimes... I feel like you're the only one there for me.  Sometimes I feel like you're my only family I have even though we are two separate but equal personas in my figment of imagination.  I love you bro.