LETTER FROM MY ADDICTION

What the hell is going on with you? Why are you choosing to hide from me? I really don't appreciate you being so distant, it's been 16 days without you, I fuckin miss you! I know damn well you're missing me. You know those people can't help you babe. I'm the one that helps you. You spent 29 days over there last time. It took only what, 3 days for you came back running to me? Yeah I knew you would, you can't live without me, can't you see that.? Can't you just realize now that you're being brainwashed at this so called rehab? I know you haven't stopped thinking about, me how could you? We were so close, I can only imagine how much your body must be craving me right now. It feels so good when we're together. .. You know we have so much fun throughout the day getting into all sorts of shit. Don't listen to what everyone's saying! They don't understand our relationship... How could they? It's one that only we've experienced together. Sop telling yourself you have a problem! You can't actually be falling for that bullshit? Babe, deep down inside you know that you don't need this time to make you smile again. I helped you do that? When you can't deal with the world I'm there, taking away that pain. no matter the circumstance. So admit your lying to yourself, once you do we can be together again. Come home love! I miss our drives together,the rides  we'd take. I was free for you to have, you always chose to indulge in me. You know you loved the way I took you put if this world. What's wrong with wanting to escape for a while? Oh and the blackouts you're complaining about, why all of a sudden now? You never cared before why now? You live for that, if you didn't black out you knew you would have to find me, just to just to complete your night.. Come on baby... don't try and part ways with me. Shoot, even if you do try, do you really think you'll be able to keep me out of your head? I sure as hell don't. We've been together so long, I know you're dependent on me. I'm actually getting a kick out of this, you left me once, but you'll come back to me quick enough, just as expected. You don't have the strength to let me go! I think you know that already. So, if you really think you can part ways with me I'll let you go ahead and try. "Trying" to get rid of me will be the only thing you do for a while... I'm pretty confident with myself to know that you can't live without me I sure can't stand to be without you. Go ahead love, test the waters. I'm not worried, soon my baby girl will be back in my arms again. I love you sweetheart, I can't wait to be with you again. Just remember I'll always right there when you need me. Always,  take care for now, i know I'll be seeing you very soon.