Avatar Of Nothing

 
 
I'm drifting...
Into never with nothing
Nothing...
But loneliness
Since you went away...
I've been drifting...
Into never with nothing
I wanna be something
But nothing is all I am
 
You are...
The avatar
Of my self destruction
Eternal corruption you are
You are...
The avatar
Of constant deception
Just like an infection you are
 
A little bit of loneliness
A little bit of insecurity
A little of belligerence
A little tiny bit of animosity  
A little of belittlement  
Doesn't do shit for my self-esteem
My life is all I have left
And no one's gonna take it away from me
 
Nothing...
Can change the way that I'm becoming
A little more nothing everyday
Nothing...
Can change the way that I'm becoming
A little more nothing in every way
 
The nothing's draining me...
Of every single thing except apathy
There is definitely
Something changing me...
Into someone I hate
 
You are...
The avatar
Of my self destruction
Eternal corruption you are
You are...
The avatar
Of constant deception
Just like an infection you are
 
Nothing...
Can save me
From my memories
Nothing...
Can save me
From my slow decay
Nothing can save me
Nothing I say or do
Nothing...
Can save me
From myself, but you
 
You are...
The avatar
Of my self destruction
Eternal corruption you are
You are...
The avatar
Of constant deception
Just like an infection you are