"Suicide"

Sometimes life seems so quiet and dark.
The cause of this is my broken heart.
I feel the excuse deep in my soul.
You took yourself and i as a whole.
The "trigger" for using is you..
Is this even true.. No it must be an excuse.
An excuse for why I suck and can't find happiness.
I scrummage around my hopelessness.
I'm trying to find a better reason to blame you..
You've no idea what you've put us through.

You got the easy way out..
Sounds the easiest way now.
You taught me how to lose everything and break..
So will you please teach me your great escape?

put the gun to my head; remember the "trigger". Use the excuse
I always did want to follow in your shoes..

Now, another excuse to be excused.
I'm sick of being betrayed and used.