Untitled Relapse

 Days go by that I don't forget
The decision I've made that I deeply regret
One day in June I awoke this dormant demon
I was out of touch and had no reason.

Asleep for 9 long years
My pain was so much
I was tired of the tears
Used my pain as a crutch.

I went with you
I didn't have a clue
Of what I was truly about to do
The name was Triss
He had the stuff I miss
So I grabbed that straw and foil
Was reacquainted with her pure bliss.

Point after point
Nod after nod
I was having too much fun
Forgetting what I've begun

Withdrawals started
I was really sick
You had every reason to be a prick
I lost my nerve
Went to fast around that curve
Here I am my sentence being served.

An exorcism from my body
This was no freaking party
Body pains and aches
I've made one huge mistake.

This demon had a name
But She is not to blame
I sold my life to her
To only stand back and watch it go down in flames.

Heroin was the dirty Bitch
Her high so fun
It almost landed me six feet in a ditch
Couldn't pay that debt
A solid warning with a loaded gun put to my head.

I didn't let this demon win
I fucked with her before
But I relapsed and tossed my sobriety into a bin
And she came out with the leading score.

Life was hell for a minuet
But I came on top to win it
Heroin is gone
Her memories will never leave
I'll never let her back in .
I've been granted my final reprieve.