life in a pad

I sit  here broken
Waiting  to be awaken
From a darken hole
Its as black
As my trakes
I see my life spilling out
As I take another pill
It fill me numbness
I fill my self with a cloud of smoke
As I hope to choke
And just to drown my self in
A pool of despaer
I want the pain to end
I seek slvation
I have no escape
I look around as I hear the sound
Of alarm and my name call
I see my self laying on the table
The doctors saying the trash is gone
I have slip in the hell I have made my self my life had flash and in that min all I seen was that twiker pad I drop
In the hell set for me as I cry
My escape I made to more pain
Cause of the poison I am to the  world I leave here nothing u but the blood of a demon as me