Rattle the Chains

I am breaking away from this
I will purge the sickness
the sick addiction inside of me
turning my heart black

Oh, but how I miss the taste and the burn
I miss your presence inside of me
you lovely disease
why dont you run through my veins,
One last time?

My sweet gravity
keep me flat on the ground
return to me
or I will slip through this world

I feel the earth
calling me back to bed
This lifeless force
pulling me into a grave

And it is my own
and I think I love it
and I think I need it
I cant live without it

I cant stand it
I need to sleep a while
I cant handle this
Welcome home
eternal sleep.