KEEPIN' IT REAL

You just  go ahead  and try to read into my mind; I'm warning you now, you'll fear what you might find.
Wanting to know my thoughts that have been trapped in my head, thinking you know me when no words are said.
So you say you know me like the back of  your own hand. Clueless  you are, clueless you are;  I trust no man. You know my future, my present, and my past ;but when it comes to my thoughts you need not ask .
The things i try to decipher and mostly contimplate, and in my own mind,behind my locked gates..
And because I dont tell  you everything, you say I have something to hide..If only you would step-back , I just might confide. Don't crowd me , cramp me , or demand to know now; you'll only just be pushed away without
knowing how....
Trying to understand how I think will only leave you confused. While  I sit back and ponder,  ponder-how easily I'm amused !!! Amused not by the game you think I'm playin, but only by the words you can't hear me saying.
The simple fact is , I'd like to share it all .... but then what will happen when love starts to fall.??..
All the fears  I have released to you from deep inside my head, has now  became your ammunition killing me dead!!
You'll  hurt me then with all of my own words,  to trust in you would only be absurb. the most intimate confessions that would come from me , sharing this with you would be ignorant of me ...
You think  I'm over reacting and I need not make stand-... but the truth of the matter is ... You always be a man !!!!!!!!!!
Man being you and women being me , eye to eye on the same level we will never see. So just be happy and content in just being with me; and forget the things you'll never see ..
Remember all of this to avoid future pain -you beat  an inventor at her own game..............