Part of me

Well its happening again
I have just lost my bestfriend

But not in the way
Where they cannot stay

Leaving alone
Ditching me for other friends
That's where my friendships always end

It started on a Sunday night
We didn't even have to fight
Saying you'd get me at ten
Another lie
Again and again

Then the next day I'm ignored
And I really have implored
I'd really like to say.
Fuck you Josh for leaving me

You can shove it up your ass
Cause my anger's reached it limit
You can shove it up your ass
For all the bullshit you've been giving

Hours and hours I lie awake
I message you and my heart breaks.
Seeing that you do not care
16 messages in the air

It's like a switch has flicked itself
I'm losing all my mental health.
You are the only friend I have
And now I am a psychopath.

Leave me all alone
Leave me here to die
Said you were going to the movies.
But apparently you lied
My mother told me you went to party.funny how that sounds real farty
Funny how you lied to me
Forever lonely I shall be

I'll hold the bottle of some vodka
AndAnd a bottle with a monstah
I feel like given in
Cause you're just a part of
Me