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Always

I know I said I would continue climbing the mountain with you. I know that I said that, I really do. I remember the conversation perfectly. The nights I stayed up crying my eyes out to you, about how "Life was hard" and how I "Didn't want to hold on anymore." You always seemed to know the right words to calm me enough to let me know you'd always be there. If only I knew how long always was then. Always in the books always is longer than the realistic always, just to let you know. Your always was over looked those nights when you slammed the doors in anger. Always was always over looked when it wasn't convenient to you. The always I heard was a figment of imagination. Only half of the always I was promised. Now I always think of you at 2am when I'm supposed to be dreaming. Now I always have dreams of you when I'm supposed to be dreaming of something better. Now I will forever and always have to explain to the people I fall in love with, that relationships always scare me. Only because your always was left in a rush of "I will always remember you" and I will. I will always remember the look on your face when you told me you would never regret this decision. I will always hear the haunting words on the other line of the phone at 6am. "Never forget. Always remember."    
Written by Minoru (NekoMeowcy)
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