perfectionist

Miles and miles
Piles of pills

I can't help my addiction
If I don't have you I will kill

Your picture's like a portrait
Your smile's like a scar

The expression on your face
Says we won't get too far

I know I'm not as perfect
I've brought tears to your eyes

I know you think I only
Ever fucking lie

WELL I LIE AWAKE
EVERY
SINGLE NIGHT

TRYING MY BEST
NOT TO DIE

it's like you
Don't believe a word I say
I guess I am the one to blame

I guess I'm not that perfect
Even though you claim I am

I guess I'm not that special
If I died would you give a damn?