Brother I still feel You with me!

One Friday night, I and two of my other siblings dreamed some what of the same dream... Of our oldest Brother being killed in a type of a vehicle accident yet not quite the same... That following Monday, playing running around as rambunctious siblings do... The police pulls up in the drive....  Father tells us to go play, yet us kids knowing something was wrong big Bubby wasn't home... I will never forget hearing them words seeing my Father bout drop to His knees... When the officer asked if He had a Son by the name of Wayne Lawrence Glover... Then saying, we need one of you to come to the morgue and identify the body... Saying it was a car crash... On Hwy 75... Later that night family in tears... Father drunk, with the loss of His first born... Us kids sent to bed, so much we cried... Falling to sleep with tears in my eyes... Yet to be woken by Big Bubby sitting on the side of my bed... Kissing my forehead, telling me hush now... no don't cry sissy, no need to be scared... Bubby needs you to be a good girl now, I'll be watching over you... You will feel me with you when you need me the most... He leaned and kissed once more I could smell His old spice cologne... Him saying now close your eyes, go back to sleep... The next morning I told Father about my Brother talking with me... He said it was just a dream... Which I know different, for every time I have needed Him the most I have always felt Him and smelled His cologne....