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Forgot if I lost it

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I've lived life � � �
probably lived out half of it � �
a quite chaotic half at that � �
so God knows I've made some mistakes � � �
maybe too many � � �
Satan knows about them as well � � �
I did learn quite a few lessons � � �
the practical ones I learned in Hell � � �
forgotten near an infinity � � �
I remember what I need to � � �
I know good and evil will always exist � �
though, sometimes hard to recognize � � �
good is often perceived as bad � � �
and what seems bad can turn out good � � �
my gut gives the only advice I need � � �
God knows I've loved a woman or two � � �
met a whole lot more � � �
some I wish to forget � � �
Satan likely lead a few to my door � �
and now as I sit here alone pondering life � � �
am I still able to love and cherish? � � �
I already tend to adore � � �
though, is there one I can understand? � � �
is there one who can understand me? � �
it's not like one can look for love � � �
if one has to search it can only go wrong � � �
still though, everyone deserves love � � �
well, maybe not everyone � � �
the one percent theory may apply � � �
so I guess love finds you � � �
ug � � �
I'm too old for this shit � � �
maybe I should just try to forget...� � �