Beautiful Disaster

You once beat a fox in a sly contest,
You beat a rabbit in a homie hopping competition,
You even beat a cheetah in a race to my heart,
but above all..
you beat me,
you kicked me down to my knees and then shot me in the head with your lies,
you stood above me and watched as i bleed out every time you told me you "loved" me,
you then dragged my body down to the river and threw me in like a sack of horrible regrets,
I floated away for about the length of our trust,
I sank down to the bottom of my soul and ripped every last piece of you out of me,
I tore every picture of us off of my heart,
Burned every memory and threw up every smile,
You make me sick, Your a disease, worse than any kind of virus known to man,
your symptoms include making people fall in love with lies, smiling at a beautiful disaster and holding hands with the devils mistress,
you thief..
You took away the most important piece of me, left me crying on the ground, screaming your name in the dark,
you took over my mind,
you hi jacked my thoughts and crashed them into my esophagus and left me speechless,
in spite of every wrong you've done to me...
I do not wish you any harm,
I hope you have a long happy life,
I hope you have a good love life and hopefully turn out the way I always knew you would,
A beautiful success,
Lots of money,
A big house..
And alone