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I Remember Saying "I Do"

It wasn't my choice
There was a gun at my head
I wanted to live...

He gave me no choice
I had to do it to live
He would've killed me...

I thought I loved him
And I thought he loved me too.
Clearly I was wrong...

All those years with him...
And him calling me his wife.
To him, meant nothing...

He hesitated,
So I took the gun from him
And didn't hold back.

I didn't want this
But thankfully, it's over.
And there's no more fights...

I pulled the trigger,
And watched his body go limp
As all the blood drained.

It was difficult...
Not to laugh, it was funny.
When the tables turned.

His blood on my hands,
Was such a relief...I was...
Free...to live again...

When the police came,
They took me in, no troubles.
"It was me." I said.

He was my husband,
We met many years ago.
Instantly in love.

He wasn't the first,
There have been many others,
They all end the same.

A gun to my head
"Get the fuck out of my house!"
But it is our house...

I begin to cry,
And he keeps screaming at me.
Then he drops the gun.

Why would he hurt me..?
Why would he want to hurt me?
I have to hurt him...

The bullet I shoot
Will teach him a great lesson.
Never hurt your wife.

Titled me...stalker
Convicted me with murder.
And sent me to death.

My husbands must pay.
Being with other women
Always hurting me.

They never visit,
They never call me...their wife.
They keep the doors locked.

All I want is love.
And yet death always follows,
And I'm left alone.

But I'm free at last.
No more husbands to hurt me,
Only the syringe.

Light...slowly fading...
Now I'll be with all of them.
All together in.......

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Written by lived96 (Nnyl Rengaw)
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