Are you still there? (A poem to my dear friend. :U Don't scare me again!!)

Nothing seems real, I’m scared and worried,
I’m waiting for our safe return
I wish that this is all a dream and that you haven’t left me,
Left me here alone,
Alone in this cruel world.
I’m not ready to see my little fallen angel leave me,
It’s not your fault,
It’s not your time.
love was cruel to you and so where others,
I couldn't help.
No matter how I tried or how hard,
I wasn’t aware you were in so much pain,
You were lost deep in the darkness,
I searched for you and I couldn't find you, only your voice,
Your soft broken voice…
That played a melody that no other,
But a child born in pain and sadness could..just like me.
Your loved by many,
Yet hated by one,
By the one you loved and still do,
You hurt him but he hurt you more,
Your love was true to him but his was not.
Even though he refuse you after you still tried to protect him,
Protect him from the evil witch and her spell,
But in the end it was useless her spell was too strong on him,
And he refused to even hear your name or hear you breath.
And that hurt you more…
Brought you deeper into the darkness,
And I lost you to it...I wasn’t brave enough to help you,
You blamed yourself.
Your broken heart couldn’t be healed with time, it only made it worse.
You tried to act brave and unaffected,
Even when you were dying inside.
You told me goodbye not that long ago,
It surprised me and hurt my heart,
Now I just wait each passing hour waiting that this is a dream,
Please tell me you haven’t left for good, my little fallen angel?
Give me a sign you’ll be back…
Everyday I fear the worse,
You're still too young,
Do not make me and everyone else who loves you mourn you,
It’s too cruel.
Don’t leave me in this darkness alone…
Your voice is now silent.
You're no where to be heard,
Only my soft cries can be heard.