Chasing After You

You don't even notice the lies in my words now
There was a time when it was just you and me
You could easily figure out
When i said i am okay but i really wasn't
Now it feels like you have moved so far away
Like i don't even know you anymore
And it kills me
Hurts like a knife through my chest

But i am gonna stay quite
Not gonna say a word about it
And just hope you'll come back
Because i am tired of looking like the weak one
And i am tired of chasing after you
You never seem to let me get close to you
Oh it hurts so bad

I was sitting all in black
With my back towards everyone out there
Cried and cried myself through the day
And at night i let my mind control me
After all that you told me
I was breaking down, i was breaking down

And then you came around
Took my hand and helped me stand
You made it seem all so easy
My heart, it felt a little warm
And i could see the dark shadows leaving
With a bright new sky over me

But i am gonna stay quite
Not gonna say a word about it
And just hope you'll come back
Because i am tired of looking like the weak one
And i am tired of chasing after you
You never seem to let me get close to you
Oh it hurts so bad

Maybe it was too good for lasting long
Don't tell me that i am wrong