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Avalanche of Emotions Pt. 2: Beautiful Pain

One minute I am feelin bluer than a muffin.
One minute I am feelin orange excited as a pupil starin at an orange pumpkin.
The avalanche snow is covering my whole brain with sadness, and I'm stuck in that muhfucka.
Avalanche of emotions--blue emotions blue as blue snow in Aspen, and I'm under that muhfucka!
As I sip this Vodka Peach on 3 anti-depressants I can't help say I'm on top of the world screamin' "FUCK ME!"
Next minute I'm feelin bluer than a blue flame in an oven as the depression punches me.
You win depression, and I will just cry and not give a fuck about myself.
My health! My wealth! Fuck everything about me!!!!...fuck everything about me!!!!!..FUCK ME!!!!...but I will be back and well....

Depression wins....
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