"Self  Pity"

All i have is the memories of the past.
Everybody hates me.
I wish they didn't hate me.
Hate is highly contagious.
They say family is the most important thing in life.
My past deeds have driven my family away & out of my life.
I have begged for their forgiveness,
and they refuse to show mercy.
To forgive me.
Forgive Larry isn't on their minds.
Everybody.......oh forget it.
This has to stop.
I HAVE LET DOWN MYSELF!!!