Sad Melodies

Barely can sleep
at least that's what I think
I'm rolling deep
Can I just let these emotions sink?
and I tell my self its temporary
that's the part that gets scary as my eyes get weary

And all I want is to see you happy
Yet with all these lack of emotions flying at me
my heart seems to attack me
Time has come to recreate
this moment to tell me that you finally some one whose not me...

Don't you think I Wish that I could change it all
trying to make out the shapes before they fall
Came to realize that these curtains only block my view
If only, only I knew
Finally I have found someone
just realize she was never mine

And all I want is to live in our past
My heart beating so fast
Time seems to reevaluate
This moment to give me a chance at something perfect

Finally as I close my eyes
Fantasies become the my only truth
Never wanting to realize
that my mind is just reliving our youth
as I lay on that bed
every day my heart more sore
As I stay on that state of mind
Everyday my heart more slow

And all I want is to relive these memories
My Heart finally dying in symphonies
Time seems to Reveal
This Moment to set me Free From this life