Self hate by society

Searching through the clutter
The mess my mind has become
I see an innocent person
Buried so deep down
Keep the emotions tucked away
Don't show how you truely feel
Fore if you do other will cower
Cower at the thoughts you have inside
Do what it take to suppress your hate
The hate that's felt to the world
Because you know that if you were to let it out
You'd lose anyone and everyone
It's not your fault your so sick and twisted
You can blame the world
The fucked up way it is
It pushes us to our breaking point
Till we collapse in self pitty
But it's the other people you hurt
The ones who care the most
It kills them to see you hurt
And the self destruction you feel
Never forget the little things
The ones that make you feel