my demons become reality

Its clear to me know,
You never truly cared.
I fight these demons everyday,
I turn away from the angels helping me.
I'm a sinner,
A demon has formed inside of me.
I hold back this urge to go insane.
I ignore the voices in my mind.
My wings have broken off,
Leaving nothing but scars.
A demon with an angels face they say.
Yet, I can only silently scream.
I scream for help yet no one does.
Are they scared?
Of course they are!
I calmly lead you into my trap,
Letting you get lost in my reality.
I live in this hell everyday,
Why not join me?
So now, I have you.
All to myself,
But I'm not yet satisfied.
The demon inside me tells me to go straight for the kill.
But I try to fight.
I try to help you,
But its taking over once again.
It started out as nothing,
But its now a chain reaction.
Soon to be stronger then before.
You can try to run,
But now you are mine.
I have you right where I want you.
Took my demons own advice,
And now you lay there motionless.
Oh how the weight rises off my shoulders.
Is this the end of this nightmare?
I may never know....