Harrass Me Like You Mean It

I’m not a cheater
But I wish I had
If this is what I was missing out on
And I was going to fuck it up with you anyway.
Never going to be that girl was always
Chanting through my head but
I was
That girl
who saw the signs and
Felt the abuse.
I let it go.
Tolerated
Perpetuated.
Tried to change
But gave in to hate.
Good try but
You never made me believe I didn’t deserve happiness.
I just never knew what it was
While I was with you.
I’m finally becoming alive with the glory of love.
You won’t understand what that means.
Guess it’s a good thing I don’t care.
You’re always trying to win a competition
Nobody else is participating in.
You say I’m a hypocrite.
I’m doing something I said I’d never do.
But if you want to play the consistency game
Why haven’t you yet moved away?
Didn’t I break your heart into a million pieces?
When are you going to put them back together by running away somewhere far?
If I crushed you so fucking badly,
How do you still have the strength to start a war?
The immovable object wins over the persistent bugger
Every time.
So give up, move on, you bugger.
Buzz off, you waste of time.