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Beta Wolf Howls (Sunday, July 1, 2012)

This betawolf has no idea why he is here, The Kitten mistress of the red-raven hair does not want him, and the Alpha Wolf hates him for good reason.

he has sacrificed his life at his mistress feet many times, putting any hope of continued freedom, happiness, livelihood and sanity at risk.

unworthy of his mistress regard, he holds himself up to ridicule by The Mistress Kitten-Raven that cast him aside repeatedly and the Alpha Wolf that he has offended by declining a great consideration.

closing ones self from hope is not any way to live, but when hope, even possible hope in distant future is dashed, pain tends to swallow one up and make one in pain lash out, even at those that offer some form of the stuff of life.  I only cast it aside because Hope of happiness was leaving me trapped in a hole that i was stuck in five years past the time that the Mistress and Master left, i would not trap so precious a thing as that in such a place.

Mistakes of pride in the past mask pain, and fantasies of hope provide escape for a wounded soul.  And e'en unreasoned hope kills you inside when it dies. again, and again, and again.

Would I were not chained again, t'would be what ever the Mistress and Master Wanted...

Unfortunately, appears Mistress and Master wish to be left alone, and that i can do e'en while chained to another.
Now, How do you kill only part of your heart?

This one I love, and do not want to hurt, but not with the flame and the fire that hurts either way.
Written by HHMCameron (BetaWolfinVA)
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