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I Love the Dirt You Throw On My Name
When I lost my virginity
They said I was easy
On a downward spiral
Into the title of a nasty slut
Maybe I am something other than my name
But I never guessed it, never had any shame
They say I'm a terrible flirt
Probably somewhere knees in the dirt
That my guy friends were more
Than what I always admit them to be
Maybe I am just a gang bang whore
But I never guessed it, I am me and nothing more
They call me a worthless bitch
And they take pride in being a snitch
For phantom transgressions I've made
Fueled by their diseased imaginings
Maybe I'm a terrible mistake to come across
I'd already guessed it, I'm no one's loss
They say I'm too happy to be human
And I'm just a cold hearted woman
All they see is this painted on smile
And my medicinal shrieks of laughter
Maybe I'm too frozen to bleed warm red
And never cry myself to sleep in my bed
They never knew me, never comprehended
All they know is enough to be offended
My free spirited soul floating among
Robots trained by standards of society
Maybe I laugh and tsk at these lies
And for damn sure I will hold my head high
They said I was easy
On a downward spiral
Into the title of a nasty slut
Maybe I am something other than my name
But I never guessed it, never had any shame
They say I'm a terrible flirt
Probably somewhere knees in the dirt
That my guy friends were more
Than what I always admit them to be
Maybe I am just a gang bang whore
But I never guessed it, I am me and nothing more
They call me a worthless bitch
And they take pride in being a snitch
For phantom transgressions I've made
Fueled by their diseased imaginings
Maybe I'm a terrible mistake to come across
I'd already guessed it, I'm no one's loss
They say I'm too happy to be human
And I'm just a cold hearted woman
All they see is this painted on smile
And my medicinal shrieks of laughter
Maybe I'm too frozen to bleed warm red
And never cry myself to sleep in my bed
They never knew me, never comprehended
All they know is enough to be offended
My free spirited soul floating among
Robots trained by standards of society
Maybe I laugh and tsk at these lies
And for damn sure I will hold my head high
Published 17th Nov 2014
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17th Nov 2014 1:01am
Kitty I feel your pain and justified anger in this ever poetic ink.. love the poem and the closing was self loving and powerful.. with love Crim
17th Nov 2014 1:05am
Well, whoever they are, know they failed the test and threw stones in their house of mirrors. It wasn't you they broke but their own dirty reflection they hoped no one else could see. Your life is yours to live, the judgment of others who cannot wash the shame off their own hands is meaningless. JJ
17th Nov 2014 2:06am
Your comment is poetry in itself, poetryman
Thanks for your eloquently expressed feedback:)
Write on!
Thanks for your eloquently expressed feedback:)
Write on!
17th Nov 2014 4:42am
hey your not that word your a cool girl who need to know she nothing of what others say
18th Nov 2014 4:15am
I'm no angel but I refuse to let negativity drown me:) thanks for the positive words
Anonymous
17th Nov 2014 8:59pm
Beautifully written from the first line to the last. People can be so cruel, so glad you hold your head up high KittyFH Wonderful ink.
18th Nov 2014 4:17am
Developed a thick skin over the years lol thanks for your feedback Frank_Lee :)
