You Are Never There

You're never there when I need you
You're always gone, I swear it's true
I need you when I am so very sad
I need you to calm me when I get mad

But you really are never actually there
You always act like you don't care
There is always a story, always an excuse
But the words you say are a bunch of refuse

You lie to me and cheat with the way you speak
Though your words are pretty they rather reek
You make me sad in the coldest of ways
Leaving me to suffer alone for days

I always find myself alone thinking of you
And the thoughts just keep making me more blue
So I have set aside my feelings for you today
No more will I listen to the words you say

I am stronger then the little girl in love with you
No, I'll not listen to the web of lies you always construe
Though part of my heart still is considered in love
I will not surrender to this fate bestowed from above

There is a simple and neat end to the story of us
No, really, there need not be no serious fuss
For I have truly tried to love you the best I can
But I am tired of loving a boy and now want a man

So hold me close for this is my final good bye
Please don't pout, throw a fit or worse yet, cry
I have loved you and been loved by you
But this love affair is over and through

So have a good day ex lover of mine
Please, don't worry about me, I'll do just fine
Life is and always have been filled with sorrow
For my joy is to be found in the time called tomorrow