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Masturbating Reminds Me I am

Endorphins frantically race through my brain    
Fooling my heart to feel no more pain    
A rush of blood to flood these imprisoned cells    
Rising higher and deeper with each lie that it tells    
Of beautiful lovers and others without faces    
Covering me in scars but leaving no traces    
When orgasmic storms wash over head    
Thunderous warnings mock each word that she said    
Her hand slips away revealing her fingers are mine    
In darkness reality crosses a forbidden line    
There is an uneasy calm after the cumming has gone    
When all that remains is a lonely sad song    
No one is here to hold me and care    
My hard has gone soft and I can't breathe this air    
Washing reminds me that nothing is free    
The cost of pretending was my sanity
Written by Poetryman
Published | Edited 31st Jan 2015
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