Dripping Heart

Blood drips from every direction
My skin is numbed from every invisible stab
I tell myself everyday
one day at a time.

Cold hearted from pain
Loneliness stirs from deep within
Tired at everything.
Blood flow weakens.

Shock from each nerve
signals the brain to shut off
I've never known pain this grand.
I've come to realized that I'm possibly killing myself.
That's okay, I dealt with three years
I can deal with more.

The fate changes slowly
the morbid minds quickly hastens
thoughts, sounds, egotistical fears
are only the beginning.

The force of gravity pulls you towards me.
Negative force comes from others
Let my body become one with yours.
let me over take you, because I can't by myself anymore.
Let me transform from good to evil
Let me feel what I couldn't feel before.