Pills- to forget what it feels like to be sober

To forget what it feels like to be sober, is not something you want to do. Do you see what this does to you? It will take everything from you.
Lets talk about addictions, I've had a few.
now what about you?
Im gonna tell you a story. its not sad, but it sure as hell wont make you glad. are you mad? you've lost control, and now your addiction is taking its toll. you fell down the rabbits hole.
its dark, but oh, that little spark.. you hold it close to your heart. you hope that someday you can stop. why cant it be easy? why cant I stop?
whats the attraction I get from the pills that I pop? the feelings, the need, the escape from all this pain, I am free.  
grab a glass of water to help it go down.. around and around you go, tracing patterns through the snow.. nobody knows that behind your eyes is a world of pain and lies.. now swallow..



so, opinions?