Death of Me

I feel my life slipping away . The sorrow of pain is all that remains . A body once loved is now used and left to rot . The lies once believed now shatter as I see the end nearing . My soul is all but destroyed and my heart is nothing but a hole filling with demons  . Kind words once longed for have turned to ash spit out in the last moments of desperation . Years of being unworthy unloved and a waste expected to be forgotten by a moment of lies and kindness.

The sorrow consumes my soul and my heart for the unspoken words of other truths echo in my mind ...
Not loved , no worth , pathetic , unworthy of life , stupid useless and never to be missed .........

My heart is gone and my soul shattered , I sit alone and welcome death to embrace me and take away from my sweet suffering  .