Hope is lost but my heart doesn't know

Hope is now lost.
But my heart doesn't know.
It continues to love you no matter the cost.
My mind wants to go
It knows the deal
But it won't change how I feel
Because my mind has long since lost control
Of it's own thoughts
Sometimes I wish I could scrape my thoughts into a bowl
And pick out the unwanted ones and leave them to rot
You love him not me
My heart just can't see
Why yours won't stay beside it
My mind wonders what happens in yours
Bit by bit
Board by board
I build my own coffin
All hope is lost.
But my heart doesn't know
Shhhh....