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Afraid
Afraid:
Good night my lover, as I hold you safe in my arms, please sleep happy tonight
Good night my heart beats to your whim, I am forever yours to the never end
Good night my desire is only for you, I will never be a free woman ever again
Good night my sweet body of enchanting firmament encased in sole perfection
Good night Horen… Good night Horen…good night
I will spread over your body kisses from head to toe, and whispers into each I love you
I hope you feel the extent of my ardent love dedicated to only you, my glorious king
I pray to God for celestial protection over, under and around and in everything you do
I plead to the angels to sing the song from my soul in the voices of the heavens to you
I love you Horen…I love you…I…Love…You Horen
In the depths of the dark turbulent sea my heart rages in fear of the deep
I rode the waves I skimmed the swells up on the beach I never swam so far
You are a species unknown to me I am excited but I am also restrained from fear
I am scared to breathe the wrong way I am afraid to say the wrong thing I am afraid
In the darkness of these seas it would not be so hard if it were only me swim or sink
It is not only me you’re here and what if I am not what you dream, look at me, look at me
I fly but I fall, I laugh but I cry, I am strong but I am weak, I walk and run but I crawl
I have loved, but never this deep, and no one, no one has ever loved me
I feel like a naked child in front of the wide open world, waiting for the rape, the pain, the blood
All over again, I am scared not of the pain, I am afraid of being used and left to be alone, without you
I don’t know how to do this, I am trying, I am doing my best, but I only know how to be one not two
I want to run, run, run, run, run, run, run and when I do I fall down I look back and I miss you
On my knees I say
Good night my lover, as I hold you safe in my arms, please sleep happy tonight
Good night my heart beats to your whim, I am forever yours to the never end
Good night my desire is only for you, I will never be a free woman ever again
Good night my sweet body of enchanting firmament encased in sole perfection
Good night Horen… Good night Horen…good night
I will spread over your body kisses from head to toe, and whispers into each I love you
I hope you feel the extent of my ardent love dedicated to only you, my glorious king
I pray to God for celestial protection over, under and around and in everything you do
I plead to the angels to sing the song from my soul in the voices of the heavens to you
I love you Horen…I love you…I…Love…You Horen
Lori
Good night my lover, as I hold you safe in my arms, please sleep happy tonight
Good night my heart beats to your whim, I am forever yours to the never end
Good night my desire is only for you, I will never be a free woman ever again
Good night my sweet body of enchanting firmament encased in sole perfection
Good night Horen… Good night Horen…good night
I will spread over your body kisses from head to toe, and whispers into each I love you
I hope you feel the extent of my ardent love dedicated to only you, my glorious king
I pray to God for celestial protection over, under and around and in everything you do
I plead to the angels to sing the song from my soul in the voices of the heavens to you
I love you Horen…I love you…I…Love…You Horen
In the depths of the dark turbulent sea my heart rages in fear of the deep
I rode the waves I skimmed the swells up on the beach I never swam so far
You are a species unknown to me I am excited but I am also restrained from fear
I am scared to breathe the wrong way I am afraid to say the wrong thing I am afraid
In the darkness of these seas it would not be so hard if it were only me swim or sink
It is not only me you’re here and what if I am not what you dream, look at me, look at me
I fly but I fall, I laugh but I cry, I am strong but I am weak, I walk and run but I crawl
I have loved, but never this deep, and no one, no one has ever loved me
I feel like a naked child in front of the wide open world, waiting for the rape, the pain, the blood
All over again, I am scared not of the pain, I am afraid of being used and left to be alone, without you
I don’t know how to do this, I am trying, I am doing my best, but I only know how to be one not two
I want to run, run, run, run, run, run, run and when I do I fall down I look back and I miss you
On my knees I say
Good night my lover, as I hold you safe in my arms, please sleep happy tonight
Good night my heart beats to your whim, I am forever yours to the never end
Good night my desire is only for you, I will never be a free woman ever again
Good night my sweet body of enchanting firmament encased in sole perfection
Good night Horen… Good night Horen…good night
I will spread over your body kisses from head to toe, and whispers into each I love you
I hope you feel the extent of my ardent love dedicated to only you, my glorious king
I pray to God for celestial protection over, under and around and in everything you do
I plead to the angels to sing the song from my soul in the voices of the heavens to you
I love you Horen…I love you…I…Love…You Horen
Lori
Published 24th Jul 2014
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25th Jul 2014 10:37am
25th Jul 2014 3:14am
Ah, seascape, luv :-* ~
This is amazing and intensely profound. Your love for this man is sooo deep and giving. You truly seem to give your whole self fully, which is a rarity, I believe.
It does not surprise me that you are frightened; what is deeply moving and the very definition of bravery, however, is the action you take moving forward despite your fear, loving recklessly anyway. That takes true courage.
This is amazing and intensely profound. Your love for this man is sooo deep and giving. You truly seem to give your whole self fully, which is a rarity, I believe.
It does not surprise me that you are frightened; what is deeply moving and the very definition of bravery, however, is the action you take moving forward despite your fear, loving recklessly anyway. That takes true courage.
25th Jul 2014 10:37am
