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A letter From A Changed Man
Dear X,
I havn't spent one day or night without regretting all the stuff i did and how badly i treated such an amazing girl. I think of her everyday and night wishing i could always go back and change things. I made a fool of myself, she probably thinks i havn't changed one bit, But I have, and I still love her, and won't ever stop!! She was the only girl i've ever felt this way about. She is unexplainably beautiful and no words can describe how much i miss her and how bad i feel. I constantly look at pictures of us and it makes me want to cry to see she is no longer with me. I never deserved her in the first place. I'll never be the same without her. People can say i'm clingy, dumb, and can't get over it. Which is true, I am dumb for not treating her like my princess, and i am clingy because she is the only one that ever made me feel love. And i refuse to get over it because i'm still madly in love with her. I'm in love with a girl who doesn't even know i exist. I'm sorry for everything i ever did that hurt you. I made you cry, i made you sad, I will never forgive myself for the things I did, and I will live with that pain for the rest of my life. I just couldn't handle the responsibility of having a girl like her. I screwed up, Badly.. And now i have to live with this regret and sorrow for the rest of my life. And honestly, it's killing me inside.... I don't know how much longer i can take this...
Love,
Your X
I havn't spent one day or night without regretting all the stuff i did and how badly i treated such an amazing girl. I think of her everyday and night wishing i could always go back and change things. I made a fool of myself, she probably thinks i havn't changed one bit, But I have, and I still love her, and won't ever stop!! She was the only girl i've ever felt this way about. She is unexplainably beautiful and no words can describe how much i miss her and how bad i feel. I constantly look at pictures of us and it makes me want to cry to see she is no longer with me. I never deserved her in the first place. I'll never be the same without her. People can say i'm clingy, dumb, and can't get over it. Which is true, I am dumb for not treating her like my princess, and i am clingy because she is the only one that ever made me feel love. And i refuse to get over it because i'm still madly in love with her. I'm in love with a girl who doesn't even know i exist. I'm sorry for everything i ever did that hurt you. I made you cry, i made you sad, I will never forgive myself for the things I did, and I will live with that pain for the rest of my life. I just couldn't handle the responsibility of having a girl like her. I screwed up, Badly.. And now i have to live with this regret and sorrow for the rest of my life. And honestly, it's killing me inside.... I don't know how much longer i can take this...
Love,
Your X
Published 23rd Jul 2014
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