Damn you

Every memory I've got.
You fucking tainted it!
I'm even trying to make good ones
Ones that are happy and you aren't there

But you won't leave me alone! Damn you!
I don't have to see you for you to fuck it all up!
Every day I try to rip you from my consciousness.
But you won't even leave!

All those years of pain werent enough
Now you have to ruin me from afar!
Fuck you!
And fuck mum too!

Id love to rip out your throat,
Call you names
Make you see how it felt
Living under your roof!

Now it's just mum tainting my days
Filing them with worries
And you making me sick
Pulling me down
From far away!

Fuck it!
I hate you!
Hate what you've done!
One day I'll show you just what you did and you wont like it!!!