Over it

My eye twitches like a child with turrets

My smile falters when you all laugh at something idiotic
God you're all morons

"Keep up a front, be nice. Act like you're happy."

Will you please just kindly, go slit your throat and bleed out on the floor of Walmart.

Why do I surround myself with people I don't even like

Barely tolerate, much like flies buzzing around you during a hot summer day.

Annoyances.

"You need to play nice. You might still need to hitch rides when college starts in the fall."
I sigh, for I have had to play nice for so long to get to and from where I need to be.
It's just become such an inconvenience.

No I'm not fucking social, and there's many reasons behind that.

These girls..they're just so...stupid.
Talking about sucking the privates of males that they barely know.
About shopping.
About themselves.

Please.

Just. Shoot. Me. Now.

"Play nice."
I'm sick of playing nice I never want to see their faces again.

Fuck.
Growing up is taking too long.