June 14th 2014

Decided to keep another journal. To keep thoughts in one place. Feel free to read, comment, whatever. It's just to document my life, so I know what the fuck is happening. Plus i'm sharing it anyways.

Food has tasted like nothing, or just the base components, for about 3 days now. Driving me insane. Feeling like I'm in Log Horizon. But that's a fantasy world, while I'm fucked up in reality. I don't taste meat anymore, it's just fat, protein and sodium. I don't have a flu, it's just what's happening. I also tend to become temporarily color blind. I'm told that's because of stress and shit, but I think color hate me.

I've been awake since the 10th, so yeah. I can see noises. Not really, but that would be an awesome supper power. I could fight "crime" with uber stealth tactics cause I could see they're noises and shit. I would most likely take down people I don't like, instead of criminals. Some people have to do what they do to provide for the family. I've been there, and other have too. Well, I don't have a family but you know what I mean.

Somebody died again, this time they were on my street. Got questioned, but nothing else happened. If they arrest me, I will be mad. Why do people have to hate the homeless people? They're pretty cool. Some of them will tell you wise shit. Like don't invest in Dell, or some shit. I gave a 20 to a homeless man once. It was by mistake because I met to grab a one. But what are you going to do? You can't really take it back. No idea what it was spent on, hopefully not alcohol. I lost many to that shit, and I refuse to even touch it.

So yesterday, I was with my roommates and some of their friends. We went to watch a movie. After that they went to dinner, while I was going to check out this fine ass woman. I was ready to spit some game, but then she started to make out with this other woman. So I was like, "Not again, dammit! Why do I always go for guys that look like girls or lesbians? Am I a woman?!". So I took the train home to make "Spitz Eggs". While waiting for it to arrive I notice this girl. She was cute, but then she noticed me. Then I got paranoid. We got onto the same car, and I was like "Please, please don't think I'm a stalker. Please don't call the cops. I really really don't want to talk to the cops".  I felt eyes on me, and there she was staring at me. Then I was like, "yeah buddy." Then she notice me, then paranoia. Then we had the same stop, and I was like, "now or never. But maybe I might get arrested". So basically, I found out she's my neighbor that's staying here for the summer and she's related to my weird ass neighbors. Those are the kinda of neighbors that will knock on your door because you forgot to take your sleeping pills. Needles to say, they run on normal people time and don't respect any of my diseases. Oh and the girl is straight and not a man, so...that's something. Well, hopefully she's straight, or bi. She could be a fat gay man for all I care right now, I'm fucking lonely.

And right now some parts of my body are going to sleep, so that's fun. I can't get over how my face feels. It's weird as fuck! Don't let your face fall asleep, or your parts of your left hand. Or your right ass cheek. Those are place that should stay awake.

So I found a used condom on my pillow, so it's kinda like war at my place right now. I'm not sure who the fuck did it, there's a possibly of three people, including me. Well four if you count this chick. She makes jokes about having a dick and stuff like that. She's bi and weird and I don't want to be fucked in the ass by whatever her dick could be. Knowing her, it could be a dead dog or something fucked up. She had a cat. No idea what happened to that guy, but I hope it was quick.