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Rough Medley:  2nd Nightstream Jam; Disc 1, Some Revision

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I forget if I’m supposed to keep my body awake and alive..?
Am I supposed to keep it on the edge of this universe..?
Am I supposed to jump into the black hole..?

I don’t know...


Did the first amoebas know there were stars out there..?
Will you people be hearing these words after I’ve died..?
And when you hear them... will I... come alive again..?

I will get through this night...
I will not have to crawl back into the womb of daylight...
To hide from the wolves of nightmare...

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This man’s having heavy thoughts, man...
He’s having heavy thoughts, he’s having thoughts...

He’s having heavy thoughts... but time’s not going faster...
In fact time is... it’s still.. it’s... it’s just going...
It keeps going...

And then what..?
I guess it’s just motivation, non-motivation...
Motivation, non-motivation, motivation, non-motivation...

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Will I remember myself through all these years..?

I don’t know... do I have to..?

What about everyone else..?!
Do I have to know about them too..?

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When you don’t know if the universe... exists anymore...
There’s always the classical rock...
The initial rock...

Though it may seem still... it does move...
It is the initial rock... the initial rocking...

So the old man at the top of the hill said the universe began at a single point...
And spread outward...

“But why is one thing here, and one thing there,
 And one thing there and one thing here..?
 Shouldn’t it have all spread out evenly, equally..?”

“Why yes child, why yes... it probably did... for a while...
 And then the randomness got in...
 And so each square on the table-cloth... the picnic-cloth,
 Whatever you want to call it...
 Each square had it’s own set of variables...
 Quantum variables, they say...
 They use the big word ‘quantum’...

 So one particle went a little bit this way,
 And one particle went a little bit that way,
 And one particle went...

 And so then... all the fluctuations began..!”

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Oh the world...
I’m so glad I’m not a part of the world...

If I get too deep, eventually humans will turn into predators...
They will not protect me anymore...

My body is my own predator...
I am the prey within my body...
And my body is chasing me...

“No... no... no... no... no... no...”

I guess you must remember what your parents told you...
When they released you into the stream...

“There’s gonna’ be bigger things... with bigger mouths...”


But you have to teach...  every mouth not to eat...

Not even the smallest speck of dust shall be ingested...
Not even one photon of light... shall be nudged aside...

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Is this gonna’ help us on our trip through Eternity..?

Because maybe 10,000 years ago, there wasn’t Eternity...
But now, suddenly there is Eternity...

And you don’t have to do drugs to get Eternity...

Even in daily life... Eternity...

I know I know...
Three weeks from now,
I’ll be in some horrible daylight situation...
And everything that I feel now, will be wrong...

But why is that..?  I say... “Why is that...?”

What gives me this strange slipping-into strength..?
What gives me this uncanny sneakiness...
Before the real darkness comes..?

And too many scenes collide...
And you guess you realize that, well...
You weren’t awake...
That wasn’t the day...
That wasn’t the way the world really was...

But if a doctor said to you...
That you only have so-many days to live...
Then you could just... somehow... disappear...
And not have to... die after however-many days that was...

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I don’t know what is live... I don’t know what is recording...
You are... you are... you are being heard...


Career choices, marriage, or space-ship travel..?
Sensual pleasure, or to get through
To the last 100 trillion years to the death of the universe..?

Will my eyesight remain through the night..?
Will I wake up... on a planet with the same gravity..?
Will the calendar and the electricity make the clocks
Perform the same..?

I guess that’s why so many animals live and die...
To keep the time slow.. to keep the time cohesive...
To keep everything together...

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Don’t get locked into the words...
We will all be on the same chemical semblances once...
Eventually...

And when each word gets spoken...
We will know how... to keep at least something going...

I don’t think this microphone can pick up my mind...
I don’t know when my voice of words will end...

It has been a good spinning...
I’m glad I had you with me...

I don’t know what will be collected...
Or who’s gonna’ be selected...


Those who unravel the nerves will be applauded...
Those who brighten the curves... shall be raised...
And offered... the great fruits...


“Bite bite... bite of the fruits, toil of our backs...
 And as it enters your soul... tell us... tell us...

 Tell us what we need to see...
 Tell us what we need to think...
 Tell us how we need to hold our body together...”

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And here I flow....
I brought the right tools... I thought you’d know...

We can keep it going a little longer
Than those people on the peak over there...
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