pulling the trigger

I pull of my nails one by one
Put the trigger to my head
Imagining I pull it
Slowly pull it
My brains on the wall
The sheets
Wondering if it were with it
I put on a smile
Happy tasty I'm dead
Not worrying that
No one will ever miss me
He won't
He never really knew
Falling for a stranger
Makes that much easier too forget
I stare in his eyes
As I am in heaven
But I pulled the trigger
You thought I was to ignore you
In reality I'm just dead
My arm broke in the floor as I fell
My legs fall to the ground
My tears hit it as well
I'm dead now
I pulled the trigger
I hope you won't miss me