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XKill Me RomanticallyX (pixxxiepoet) has written 33 poems.
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Chemical Impulse

Published on 19th April 2010 3:08am

adult poems

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Drugs Poems
poems

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I'm not holding my tongue for you, anymore.

Published on 6th March 2010 4:59am

We’ve come so far from where we began. As the years have come and gone, so to have the lessons we learned. People grow up, grow tired, grow old and often grow apart. The young think they know it all and the ignorant believe they’ve got it all figured out, only the wise can see that nothing is set in stone and there are no guarantees in life. Time changes everything and everything changes over time, there is no denying that… but the most important changes, those we see in ourselves, come from choice. Everyday, every minute and every second of our lives depends fully on the choices we make. We...

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Non-Fiction Prose
poems

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I think I've thought this once before...

Published on 6th March 2010 4:56am

Pressing our flesh to cold concrete as we bury regrets under years of worn down cement… the world we know. Memories forgotten, abandoned in bodies dumped in a bloody betrayal, the dead end wishes I’ve given up on. Disregarded ever promise. But I’m just another face, blindly following words I’ve been convinced to believe in. A corpse, vying for your attention- the apathy neglecting to fill this void. Dialog slowly forming a catalytic addiction, a dead-aim hangover for social insecurity. My smoke-stained mind, seeping with flaws… addicted to the crash.I’m becoming redundant, again.

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Non-Fiction Prose
poems

(23 reads)
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Sick of Myself

Published on 20th February 2010 2:30am

My lips are caught on every word you still have yet to say,
And if meaningless syllables would ever come to mean anything more,
I swear,
my ears could run into complications just trying not to bleed.
Now I’d die to hear your voice speaking my name,
Even if only but once.
One sentence was more then enough to rescue me,
and that’s all I cared to ask for…
Except you remained silent.
Well, who the fuck am I to complain?
I never spoke up,
couldn’t dare tell you just what I felt.
So you stayed your distance well I played it safe.
Circumstance won’t...

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Self Poems
poems

(23 reads)
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You Wont Believe the Stories I've Heard.

Published on 19th February 2010 9:15pm

Oh poor girl,
so innocent and young,
how I almost wish I cared enough to help,
But I’d much rather just watch instead…
I’ll let you figure this one out all by yourself.

So go on,
bat those pretty little lashes once more
Let them give you everything
Fulfill each needy desire
Wanting the promise of waking to dreams.
Why stop nursing this now?

Your completely transparent already
Intentions all seen through
Made perfectly clear…
You survive offering a service
An expert in exploiting fragile reputations
Of nervous boys just waiting...

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Dark Poems
poems

(28 reads)
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Almost Easy

Published on 9th February 2010 2:18am

So I guess this is one of those things I’ve always done my best to avoid talking about, and I’m still gonna change the subject anytime it comes up in conversation, so don’t even think of this has an open invitation, it still belongs to me. My thoughts and feelings will remain hidden… I’m keeping these things private, the secrets I’ve kept for myself. Opening up only leads me towards having to admit to things I really don’t even want to think about, and that’s not a road I’m ready to go down. I know someday I’ll be forced to face my own demons, fight for the chance to make good on every...

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Non-Fiction Prose
poems

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Assisted Suicide

Published on 6th February 2010 5:18am

I scream into the dead of night, seeking answers from echoes lost alone in darkened silence,
Though I came here with every intention of stealing one last selfish moment for myself.
But I missed that chance as my own breathing unexpectedly began to slow and briefly come to a stop.
Memories now set out to consume me,
Slowly,
Following each and every shallow gasp.
This air is piercing the skin that’s portrayed itself as remains of my rotting flesh.
Calming bites of burning winds now subside to blowing quiet whispers
And all at once
Everything I feel...

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Dark Poems
poems

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Innocence Drifts Away in the Breeze

Published on 6th February 2010 2:40am

I know words could never make-up for all the fucked up things I’ve done,
I can’t exactly claim to have ever been entirely honest.
We’ve all got our secrets,
And even to this very day…
I’m still lying to myself.
I just wish you would see what I’m feeling inside.
That young girl you once knew of,
Wishing upon each shooting star,
Who naively saw a future through optimistic eyes…
Is long gone now.
She ran away as she lost all hope in herself.
Dreams once filled by the illusion of beauty,
Now only bare these tragic reminders,
The constant...

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Self Poems
poems

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Expirience.

Published on 25th January 2010 2:48pm

Words left on repeat to replay my backwards fading memories,
and I think you may have misunderstood me when I said
I might still believe in myself.
What I really meant to say
was that my mind still remains but I’m tied down to this shame
well you antagonize my each and every mistake.
These chains are such a waste of space,
I’ve given up on running away,
I finally took the blame and I think I’m ready to face this now.
I was so wrong to deny a belief in these demons,
the ones I willingly consumed…
all the while knowing I could never escape myself....

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Miscellaneous Poems
poems

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I would shut up if I thought it mattered.

Published on 20th January 2010 11:49pm

A young girl wonders alone along a windy broken path,

A passage filled with monsters and demons brought up from her past,

Along this road she'll search and seek a cure for a curses wrath,

To find only potions and spells that wear off only to fast.

She trips and tumbles getting nowhere at all,

Running throughout an endless forest bearing a fork at each bend,

Slipping into eternity to forever fall...

All this only to destroy the shattered future she struggles to defend.

She's fighting a war no person could win,...

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Self Poems
poems

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I can't afford to care.

Published on 20th January 2010 11:42pm

Don't take it all to seriously,
we were only telling the

TRUTH
...

But that never mattered, it's just not all that important to people like you.
Not as long as you can avoid it, take it and run until they get far enough away to twist my word into your tangled-tattered lies.
You were charging by the moment, and all the while they're passing this along down the line as payment for another hit.
And you get off by passing it on as a social disease.
((a new brand of the designer STD))
Society excepts this, without hesitation. I mean, everyone's...

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Observational Poems
poems

(28 reads)
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Lawless & Lost (fucked with fusion)

Published on 20th January 2010 12:20pm

It’s just a little insane, the thought that, even after growing up surrounded by drug addicts… people who really never gave a fuck about anything more then the drugs they did, the dealers that dealt them and themselves, in that order, can still manage to hurt me, and I still manage to care about them. After so many years of watching there constant up and downs, being treated like I matter, only to be made to feel like complete shit five minutes later. Anyone else in the world would have so quickly just said “fuck you” and left, erasing any and all memories of them, but I just can’t. I guess...

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Non-Fiction Prose
poems

(35 reads)
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(stuck in a state of questioning)

Published on 20th January 2010 12:10pm

What’s left to believe in once you’ve taken the “lie” from this belief?
These indefinite explanations you always leave me with can only maintain my nearly overwhelming uncertainties,
and I’m already feeling so completely unsure while becoming even more dependant on past experience’s to fight off my pressing insecurities.
I’m here just watching time expire.
All the while I’ve been letting myself honestly open up to these things I haven’t felt in years.
I might almost let this moment pass as we’re nearly ready to release.
Once hindered pendulums are left hanging low...

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Self Poems
poems

(25 reads)
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You're no good at lying & I'm no good at comebacks.

Published on 20th January 2010 3:13am

Because I didn’t want to go down that road again…

I didn’t want to be there anymore
I fought my hardest to break down those walls
And you’d just hurt me again like you did before
The whole time believing you’d never let me fall

But then the world around us came crumbling down
And the only thing you really cared about was your own tragedy
You never even heard her heart break.. You didn’t hear a sound
Too jaded to see that there was so much more right in front of you, hidden,
Stalking you and lurking from within the irony

And all this...

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Love Poems
poems

(31 reads)
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Undead and Dying for your Love

Published on 20th January 2010 3:07am

We live for this pain we still love today,
All in spite of regrets left from yesterday.

(lie to us)

Can't you see- trust is NOTHING but a word,
And true trust can be seen- not always heard.

(push us)

So go ahead and break me- make me go crazy.
I'm of flesh and blood- something you can't be.

(still undead)

Now it's all on you- just make the call,
You fucked yourself over- nowhere left to fall.

(crash and burn)

So this was the fear you kept hidden inside?
Now we've uncovered the truth- masks...

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Love Poems
poems

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Out of sight... Out of mind. (are we running out time?)

Published on 18th January 2010 2:06am

There is a difference between HERE…
And NOW.
See-
I’m still HERE,
Waiting
The same place I’ve always been…
And right NOW,
This very moment
You’re living in a lie.
(but only when you’re lying to me)
You’re alive
And breathing
With the world at your finger tips…
And my life is in your hands.
I’m alone
And fading.
Every heartbeat only serves as a reminder
I may drown in these flames…
But I want you to remember-
I will ALWAYS love you.

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Love Poems
poems

(36 reads)
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Medicate Me, My Love

Published on 18th January 2010 2:04am

This tangled web we must weave,
Runs around between these days,
A permanent shelter to the lies we’ll believe,
Destroying passages built along the way.
Reinforcement of dreams drag beyond this life,
Naïvely brainwashed as we’ve slept to cleanse these filthy minds,
Foretold of futures written in an afterlife,
Expectations to hold our faith alone among the blind.
Presenting a pill for every problem,
Opened up and shoved down our throats,
Fresh desires contain new ways to fully medicate them,
Monitor every moment to take down careful notes.
Living...

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Drugs Poems
poems

(58 reads)
2 comments

Fuck. You.

Published on 17th January 2010 4:52pm

adult poems

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Anger Poems
poems

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I may be a sinner, but it wasn't me this time..

Published on 17th January 2010 4:48pm

Trying to defend myself once again in this trial to prove my guilt.
I’m standing here stripped naked…
accused among a jury of critics.
Your faults are far greater then mine,
but only I’m exposed by hypocrites.
Verdict now pending.
Just pretend you don’t hear me confessing…
I’m taking this last chance to tell you the truth,
prove my innocence.
We tend to fall for every pretty word,
which was more then enough and not even what we need,
but that’s what keeps us coming back for more.
I just kept falling for you.
Why should you see through...

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Self Poems
poems

(30 reads)
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A(nother) Letter To Someone Like You

Published on 17th January 2010 8:02am

What the fuck do you think love means?
(a different interpretation of the obvious)
You know I could have faked it too,
But I’m not that selfish,
Pathetic… or reckless.
Your mental fictions covered the bullshit
Kept you clear from succumbing to this condition.
And your forked tongue will undoubtedly be your fall from grace
But it’s your silence that’s left me stunned and speechless.
You just don’t give two shits about my own self doubt now do you?
All along I was led to believe you were the escape
Meant to remind me…
Turns out you were only...

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Love Poems
poems

(51 reads)
1 comment

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